Ugh I honestly hate myself right now. I feel so depressed. I've had a extremely hard week. I honestly need a friend </3 I thought I could handle it myself but now its too big of a problem. I have to tell someone but I honestly don't want too </3. Ugh my life is hard. No one will ever understand me. I need a friend to talk to actually talk to not one that will just try to make me feel better. I need one to get down to the root of the problem. I really need a friend </3 :'(